Saturday, January 01, 2011
a letter to God
Dear God, happy new year to you! God I want to take this time to write to you to thanks You for everything that You have done for me. Thanks You for sending Your one and only son, Jesus Christ, to die for my sin that have not yet committed. God thanks You for your forgiveness over and over again, no matter how many time I fail You, You still forgive me and accept me as who I am. God really thanks You a lot. If not for Your grace and forgiveness I will not be what I am today.
God I admit that I am not doing very well in the year 2010, somehow I always go against Your will and stuff, but God I pray that in the year 2011 You will change me to the kind of person You want me to be, God I pray that You will make use of the holy spirit to speak into my life, speak to me through Holy Spirit as Holy Spirit represent You God. Let me see the vision that You have set for me in the year 2011 God.
God, I also want to take this chance to say out everything that is inside my heart and mind, as I want to live openly like how Jesus lives His life. God there is many things that I want to tell You, my feeling, my thoughts and everything.
But God, the very first thing I wish to tell you is about my relationship with this particular girl. I not sure if she is the one that mean for me but God I do know that up till now I still in love with her and I really wish to see her hold her everyday but I know I cant, the reason why I want to tell You this is because I want and I need Your help, not to get the girl but tell me what is the plan You have for me, I also pray that You will tell me more about what and if there will be any ending to it. God, next is my family, I pray that my family will come to know and accept You one day so all of them will be save by You as only You we will be save and I want to see all of them in heaven.
God, there is many more things that I want to say, sometime I wish that I could just sit down with You to have a cup of coffee chatting about life and the plan You have plan for me. Really wish to feel more of you. God help me to have a fruitful 2011!
God, last thing, I really treasure her and love her a lot, but I also do not want to go against Your will help me God, tell me more about this God…
"I Love You"