Will everything become an end? Will there be any new chapter?

Is 2012 really end of the world? Well, no one is sure about it. But my question and things that is inside my mind is what will you want to do if you know that one more year we are all going to die? I know mine but I am interested to know about yours…

Been reading the newspaper, reading all the upset news, people feel cheated by their love one, country against country, disaster is happening in NZ and etc. really feel sad for all these things that happen but what can I do for them beside praying for them. Sometime is really upset when you see things happen in a manner that there is nothing you can do.

Anyway, just came back from my god sister jiawen wedding dinner. Today is really a long day for all of us, started everything as early as 7am till now which is around 10 plus? Had a faithful day with her by sharing many things to her, most of it are heart to heart talk. Really enjoy these sessions with her, really feel happy for having such a nice and wonderful god sister.

Tired of what is happening to me in my life, have to admit that my walk with God is not very good. Really kind of let God down, He have been protecting me and watch over me and yet I am not a very faithful servant to Him.

Anyway, today have my first parachute jump. It was really great to feel the air in the sky enjoying the view, enjoying the wind and stuff but at some point of time when I jump out of the aircraft lots of things came into my mind as well.

This whole week is rather a tired week for me I guess, never feel so tired and restless before…