How to show if you really treasure someone? I treasure you but does you? Sometimes I think that I have spend more effort to meet up with people than people meet up with me, I love spending time with people I love and stuff, but does they love spending time with me? I always there to listen and hope to see all my friends smile daily but there was once someone say that I am very busybody and was rather sad because I through this person really know me more than any others but she’s not.

How many people really know what I love to eat? Love to drink? What kind of movie I love? What I love to do? To e truthful I think less than 10 or maybe not even 1? But I do know these things from people that are around me. I really feel that people do not take me or accept me, when they sms me I must reply as soon as possible else they will not happy, but when I sms them? The reply is kind of making me sianz.

Next, so what if we have lots of achievement? Does achievement means anything? So what if we gain so many things what the point when there’s no one to share your happiness and sadness with? I start to regret of my own action and stuff, maybe I should have just say yes…

I suck….

Oh lastly, I finally got my wings, so what? Silver wing on my chest…